Thursday, September 30, 2010

Word Speculation on Adrienne Rich's “Diving into the Wreck”

Imagery:
“Body-armor of black rubber”
“absurd flippers”
“grave and awkward mask”
“oxygen...blue light...clear atoms”
“I crawl like an insect”
“air is blue... bluer then green... then black.”
“It pumps my blood with power”
“The drowned face always staring”
“Ribs of the disaster”
“Mermaid whose dark hair streams black, the merman in his armored body”
“I am she: I am he”
“We are the half-destroyed instruments that once held course”
“Water eaten log... the fouled compass”
“Carrying a knife, a camera a book of myths”


Of the many images in Adrienne Rich's poem, Diving into the Wreck,” the first ones to catch my eye came, unsurprisingly, in the first few lines. As Rich describes the Diver's equipment in the lines; “black-armor of black rubber”, “absurd flippers”, “grave and awkward mask”, I got the feeling that while the Diver is physically preparing to enter the wreck, he's sort of steeling himself for what he thinks will be a mentally trying challenge. This is further reinforced by the decent, as so described in the lines; “oxygen... blue light... clear atoms,” “I crawl like an insect down”, “air is blue... bluer then green... then black.” Although the Diver is just diving deeper, it's painted more as a decent into a kind of dead zone where the Diver himself is starting to feel like an intruder, hence him crawling like an “insect” and the water getting darker and darker until it's finally black. At this point the Diver also becomes keenly aware of the morbidity of the place he is entering as he almost faints and is saved only by his air mask as, “it pumps my blood with power.” Even though the descent is trying, though, the Diver soon reaches the Wreck itself, which appears to him as, “the drowned face always staring,” showing that he is giving life (or more specifically, death) to the Wreck. Furthermore, the line, “ribs of disaster,” continues the metaphor that at one time the ship itself was alive though now it's just another drowned carcass.

Perhaps on of the most eerie and macabre episode in the entire poem occurs when the Diver comes across a drowned women who is a, “mermaid whose dark hair streams black,” and he is, “the merman in his armored body.” What really caught my eye, though, was the line, “I am she: I am he,” where it seems as if the author is injecting herself into poem. Perhaps she is pondering what it would be like if she drowned in a sinking boat; would a Diver come looking for her? Maybe she's wondering if she will ever have a “drowned face [that] sleeps with open eyes,” or “breasts [that] still bear the stress.”

In any case, the poem seems to get a little wired after the interaction with the dead maiden as the Diver's reflections begin to expand to include us all in lines like, “we are the half-destroyed instruments that once held course.” However, at the end of the poem, the diver seems to come back to himself and remember that while he is indeed surrounded by death, lines like, “carrying a knife, a camera a book of myths” act as reminders that he is only a visitor and an observer. His ship, it seems, has not yet sunk.

Monday, September 27, 2010

Welcome to MLAM!

Hi there my name is Maris Kali and welcome to my new blog, MLAM!  You are undoubtedly already wondering why anyone would call their blog MLAM!, and although you're probably beginning to like the word the more you roll it over your tongue, allow me to explain the original of the inexorably awesome title.

Often times, whenever i sit down to write, whether it be an essay or a short story, i always experience a creative crisis.  I'm not talking about the subject of my writing, I'm talking about names.  Names, names, names... be it titles or characters and places, I'm usually at a complete loss.  Even when i do come up with a name, i usually change my mind soon after.  Why, just the other day when i made a new character in a video game, i spent over an hour trying to come up with the perfect name and five minutes after i made him, i deleted him because i no longer liked the name.  Yes, that's how bad i am at it.

As you can imagine, coming up with a title for this blog was quite the challenge.  As i sat at my computer, pondering unimaginative and disappointing names like Maris's World, i was suddenly reminded of word that my brothers and I always say to each other.  It is a simple word, one with no definition and yet, it was a word of great significance.  It is a hilarious word (if used tactfully that is) and one which I have come to associate with family and close friends.  Thus, the title of my blog came to be MLAM!

I hope you have great time at my blog...MLAM!